Saturday, May 15, 2010

Volume I/Part 25: "If Love Was Me..."

He dreamed you before he met you...

And you didn't know his name. But you've seen his face a million times. You know his smile. You know his words. But you don't know his name.

He dreamed you a trillion times before he ever met you. He dreamed your walk. The sound of your voice. Your laugh. He dreamed the way your hand feels inside his hand. Your eyes. Your lips. Your hips. Dreamed the patter of every breath you take...as if you've slept in his arms for a millenium.


But you didn't know his name.


You read something he said and it caught your eye. And like any sound woman, you decided his profile deserved a view. Maybe it was sumthin melodic about the words he wrote. Or maybe.....in the thick of this crazy world, what he wrote at that very moment - just made...


"Good. Damn. Sense."


Whatever the case was at the time, you looked at his profile and it spoke his truth. He, of a handsome breed. Straight from a true gentlemen generation. But........(there's always a "but")........you passed it off for what it was:   Great words at the right moment.

But he dreamed you long before he ever met you. And sometimes...in the realm...


"Of a Beautiful Summer Rain"


...you can simply look up at stars. You look up at stars and find the brightest one. And if you follow the patterns in your mind, you just might see his face....smiling down at you.

His dreams of you are perfect. His life, like yours, imperfect. And maybe...thas more than enough to make you decide to take a chance. To take a leap. To answer the call coming directly from the middle of your heart - to find out what he's truly about.


Because you don't know his name...and he's dreamed you since before he ever met you.


Or......maybe itz just enough to sway you to move in the opposite direction. The distance. His career. His...


"L-I-F-E situations"


...too much, to risk. And itz not a knock on him. Itz simply, you - protecting your heart.

He dreamed you before he met you......and now, you have conversations. Two sides to every coin says:


1. What he says to you is sweet. It seems real...almost too good to be true. And it just makes good...damn...sense. He's a father. He's romantic. And he's passionate about everything he does. Worth the riskOr...
•2. You've heard it all a million times before...and there's no way in HELL the shit he's saying can be real. Because, this is, without a doubt...the internet.


But..........he dreamed you, long before he ever met you. He, maybe, even dreamed you - subconsciously - since the day you were born. And the fact of the matter is........like you, he loves warm nights with clear skies and glowing eyes......just like he loves the dreams of kissing you in the middle of a summer rain. But after a time or two of "chatting" with him, you decide that........just maybe. Just maybe:


•1. My life is the way I want it RIGHT NOW...and I really don't need the extra pressure of a time consuming, potential relationship. Or...
•2. I've been hurt waaaaay too many times by false promises and fake ass love...and even though his words are enough to melt, even the coldest of hearts, I'm not investing time in this nigga...regardless of how talented or attractive he is. Or...
•3. DAMNIT! Why did he have to send me a damn NOTE and spark my curiousity. What if this nigga IS:  The One.


He dreamed you long before he ever met you. You could take the BLUE PILL and continue on with your life, as previously programmed. Entertain his conversation for what is:  Random Conversation with an interesting brotha.  Or...you could take the RED PILL.......and lose yourself in the possibilites of him and......unconditional L-O-V-E.  Now...


What IF....Love....was Me...?


-Who IS Mo.Jey...?

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